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Thursday, March 23, 2006
:: dissapointed :: 3:14 AM

i really dissapointed in myself...
my gpa is going down...
how am i to answer to my parents...
i did study like a mad freak but the results just doesnt shows...
haiz... last sem i get a b or b+ but this sem i got abc...
what has come over me???
issit the stress got the better of me?
issit about my relationship?
issit about the module to hard?
or issit just me..
haiz...
pls help me out of this again...
i lost my butterfly pendant together with my white gain chain...
im dead...
im really worried as where i misplace it...


Tuesday, March 21, 2006
:: only for u :: 4:47 AM

i cant wait for 4 of april to arrive as my relationship will reach the top...
hahahhaha....
i want this relationship to go far...
or maybe ends up to our wedding day...
for all i can say now is that we are happy as a couple n will be sad if anything happens to it...
i really treasure this relationship...
to my dearest darling....
i love u always...
please endure wateva that is coming in the way...
n i promise u i will change...
insya-allah...
i need u constantly....
n its really nice to be in ur arms....
n i want more of it...
hahahahaha....
love u sayang....
~heez~


:: b WItHOuT YoU :: 3:36 AM

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)Oooo (oh, oh, oh, oh) oooo
Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase
Said we can't see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It's so true that (yes)
We've been through it (yes)
We got real sh** (yes)
See baby we been...
Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your babyI got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (no)M
ake me cry? (no)
Do somethin' behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby
My love is only your love (yes)
I'll be faithful (yes)
I'm for real (yes)
And with us you'll always know the dealWe've been...
Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby
See this is real talk
I'm always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)
Right or wrong (all day everyday)
Now if you're down on love or don't believe
This ain't for you (no, this ain't for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it's true (come on, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up (hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she's the one (fellas tell your lady she's the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he's got your lovE
Look him right in his eyes and tell him
We've been...
Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
~HeeZ~


Monday, March 20, 2006
:: HaPpY ToGetHeR :: 5:16 AM

I WaS hApPy tHaT At LaSt wE hAd A DEcEnT mEaL tOgEthEr...
tHE lAst TiMe We ReAlLy SEaT togEtHer n Eat Was LaSt MoNth IF iM nOT wRg...
I rEAlLY EnJoYeD MySeLf ToDaY...
ThAnKs b...
I HaD a grEAt TiMe SlEEpInG On Ur ShOulDer...
RasA2 mCm TaK nAk BaNguN...
HaHaHaHa...
BaBy I juST caNT wAIt Till thE NExT tImE kITe SpEnT pRecIoUs TiMe ToGetHEr...
~hEEz~


Saturday, March 18, 2006
:: FuStRAtEd :: 7:29 AM

sOmEhOw I DuN tHiNk My SiS Or bF uNdERsTAnD wHo I reAlLY aM n wHaT i REaLly WAnt...
mY sIS wIll GiVe Me SOrt OF nAmE N stUff...
i SoMEtiMeS wiSHed ThEm To STop AL tHOse ShIt....
I rEAlLy HAtE laTEnEss...
CaN tOLerAtE iT oNcE iN a WhIle But If EVerY timE we MeaNt N EVerytimE lAtE...
DEn NI dAh MelEBIh ni...
i DuN lIKe To BrEaK prOmiSEs thERefOrE wHeN i Say I nEed TO GO mEaNs I NeEd To GO...
iTS bEEn So lOnG yEt So MaNy ThInGs TheY dOnT unDErStAnD...
Or IsSiT mY fAuLt ThAT i DiDnT TeLL TheM stRaIgHT To uR FaCe???
i rEaLlY dOnT kNOW...
Y nOt I tRy Not To LaUgh FoR oNE daY oUT wiTH thEm...
nAnTi Ckp Aku GILa PULaK...
OrG mCm Ni dIaM saLaH CkP pUN saLah...
nAk IkuT rEnTak DiA aJE...
~HaIz~


Saturday, March 11, 2006
:: iT's HaiRy :: 4:17 PM

dUnNo WhAt CoMeS INtO mE tHaT I dEcIdEd tO cUt My HaIr SuPeR sHoRt..
MaYbE WaNtEd To ChAnGe HaIr sTYlE...
AlL AlOnG i haD KePt My HaIr So LOnG...
i thINk IM siCk OF iT eVeNtHouGh It LoOk NIcE on ME...
iM sAtISfIed WiTH my nEw HaIr CuT & i dOnT GiVe A DaMn To PpL thASt cRiTIseS mE...
MuHAHAHAHA....
i Hope mY deArY DarLinG wOulD LoVe It LikE i DO...
I lOvE YA AlOt...
mUaCkS...!!!
~HeEz~


Monday, March 06, 2006
-first day at work- 5:01 AM

today is my first working day...
i tot its going to be a bad day coz firstly we are still at the cafeteria when the time is 9.30am...
luckily i called mrs tan...
if not we all be doomed...
i am posted to do work at the lab...
whereas the guys was posted to do some manual stuff...
it was great to be in the office as the ppl there is a great bunch of ppl...
they were not to strict ppl..
thats wat i like about them...
they were buch of good hearted ppl for the impressing i had...
im lucky to be there...
i really hope i can cop a place there when i graduate frm poly...
i got all the thing lay out ...
my future espesially only god knows wheather it will or will not happen...
i pray that im always lucky to get wat i want....
till then...\

~Chevron~


Thursday, March 02, 2006
-new updates- 4:25 AM

exam is over...
hurray...
going for itp soon...
attached to caltex...
wat a good company it is...
better be jealous of me coz im their next employee to be..