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I love watching korean movies or dramas but i didnt like about it when it involves foxy women.. who have evil intention and always do something to get the men's attention.. Geram sey.. And I will nvr stop cursing the actress... These ppl are BITCH... Argh.. See im so emotional when watching these dramas la.. I hope it doesnt happen in my life.. Or else im going to curse that person.. wahahahaha
Have u ever felt that ur suppose to act ur age? I felt that too many times but Im still as childish as ever... Haiz.. Even outsiders thought im in secondary sch... Issit my outlooks or its just my childish behaviour.. Cant be blamed influenced by my two younger brother since my older sis is busy working.. I guess i lack the adult guidance... hahahhaha... I hit me too many times that ppl thought im a sec sch kid... How can i be one when me myself is teaching these sec kids... haiz... I want to be the person of my age... But how am i going to be that if nobody wants to teach me... haiz... I have a pleasant personality but i think ppl are just stepping over the limits... especially those kids... hahahaha
Just came back from holiday... Feeling rather tired and confused... hahahaha... I think hoiday should be relax rite.. But too bad it doesnt happen that way... Went to Tanjung pinang for 2 days 1 night... Had a great day shopping there as its very cheap... Manage to buy a pair of shoes n a nice blouse... But didnt get to buy a nice2 blouse as somebody else had taken it.. haiz... Den i went to a massage parlour with my mum.. its a painful experience... I even cried during the massage as it was very unbearable for me... After it is done, we move on to steam bath, sauna and dip into the whirlpool... this part was super relaxing.... hehehehehe... i wish to soak into it as long as i could but due to time constrain... we only take a dipped in a while... But the massage leaves my body aching till now... haiz... Honestly if i got a choice i rather go to batam rather than tanjung pinang.. at least at batam we get to eat fresh seafood... and there is my favourite shop too... ayam penyet ria... hahahah.... and there are also huge shopping malls... not like tanjung pinang... hahhahahah
Ive taken 'How Well Do You Know Yourself' test...
They said I know yourself pretty well and are usually honest with myself. I am well aware of my strengths and weaknesses and feel no shame in admitting (to my only, maybe) if I am wrong or have made a mistake. Introspection and self-discovery probably interest me a lot. People who are very honest with themselves are also prone to certain shortcomings.
Honestly I do believe what they said... But I am prone in making mistakes.. I can pissed people of unintentionally... And I feel bad about it but this is me... Unless u tell me so I am able to change it.. But I noe it isnt easy..
I cant sleep and end up watching my sassy girl and windstruck early in the wee hours... When i go to bed late that means i will wake up frm bed quite late.. right? hahahaha... For now i can continue this bad lifestyle... But when sch reopens maybe i will hv to sacrifice my beauty sleep... haiz... That is why im making full use of it.. heheheheh... Both korean movies ive watch is based on my friend recommendation... The movie had a mixture of comedy and romance... But the actors are not dashing at all except for the actress which my friend likes so much.. hahahha.. I guess im watching k-dramas/movies not because of the storyline but the actor.. But there are a few exception that i loves the actresses.. I adore those cute & bubbly actresses... Maybe bcoz im a cheerful being.. hahahaha... So i stop here & continue watching the movie.. tata
Ain what do u think of this picture...? The only thing that is kurang frm this pic is the specs kan... I find the picture to be resembling him.. hahhaha.. Btw this is my favourite korean actor... wahahahaha...
Is super friendly face = talkative? hahaha.. rubbish rite.. that was my fren said to me... he even says that im not shy at all... haiz.. im kinda of shy if i dont noe a person or come across somebody that im smitten with.. hahahaha.. only smitten not falling in love.. hehehehe... hmmm... i guess i agree with him that shy on the outside n talkative in the inside.. hehehehe.. i can just talk everything in the world when im comfortable with the person im talking to... hehehehe.. thats just me.. if i can get along foreva i cant get along.. hehehehe..
Im feeling alot better compared to yesterday... Thanks to a fren that had always know me inside out... He helps me to be aware of wat was happening in my life... It kinda bring back the determination that i once had... I noe that all these years i had been hurting alot of guys heart... Im aware of it only after it happens.. It was all unintentional... I guess im very afraid to be hurt therefore i hurt the people who loves me... Sometimes i ask myself do i need the boyfriend figure or i just need a companion.... All i look for is security... and a place to depend on... When that is unavailable, i would be 'finding' for it... That is wats wrong with me.. As my friend says... i just need to discpline myself... so i can overcome my indecisiveness and fickle-minded... haiz... Its gonna be hard but im ready to do it for the better me...
I would like to ask my friends wat is their first impression of me... And also if i am talkative gal... A fren of mine.. Suprises me when he says that by looking at my face he call tell that i am talkative... Honestly im very very shocked... Never in my life people told me that i am talkative... Not even my teachers.. haiz... Never expect him to say that... haiz.. So please... I need ur comments.. hahahaha
Today i went to a wedding reception of a close relative... He had a wedding ceremony done at Orchid Country Club... A posh place i might say... With a wedding planner doing all the necessary things... And a hantaran of $10000... Gosh it is so damn posh... Then this is where i start to wonder... What will my wedding be like? Where will my wedding reception at? What is the theme and colour for my decor? I had a lot of questions ya.. but the most important thing is when will i get married... hahahaha... Maybe its true what abdillah says... Girls tend to marry early... But how early is early...? He says before 25... hmmm... Lets see... I will end my studies at the age of 24.. I need to work rite... To repay my parents kindness... Need to do that before get settled down... Maybe work for 5 years... so at the age of 29 maybe get settled down... issit old for a girl to settle down at the age of 29? hmmm... maybe.. but i have visions and dreams... gosh.. all this weddings are influencing me... hahahaha... but im very sure that mine will be after my frens... hehehehe....
Found a new fren...
Had a great time during the dinner...
thanks ain for not living us alone...
I think without u it will be really akward...
Thanks so much...
I appreciate it...
But im sorry for u to be back late... :(
Today marks our 23mths anniversary... but today doesnt look promising to me... everything just cock up early in the morning... and it really dampens my spirits... but having to chat wif fadhuli iylia makes my spirits lighten a little bit.. that is the power of love.. wahhaha... love kape.. but its true that somebody u love can bring u either extreme happiness or extreme sadness... hahahah... so when im sad he would give me extreme happiness..... im just luck to have met him online.. if not it would be a drag to wait for him to call me... he is in manzallino... somewhere at panama.... even though we are miles apart.... but we are close at heart.. hehehehe... honestly this is the longest relationship i had with any guys... i just hope that we do end up on the jinjang pelamin.. amin... heheheh...
I feel so stupid i missed my car practical and i burnt my money n not able to make use of it.. haiz... i feel bad sia.. i wanted to cry right now... $58.70 just burnt like that.. haiz... i was stupid for not looking at it... i noe its sound stupid but its a great deal to me... my father hard earned money is wasted just like that.. n its by me... ouh gosh... i cried when i told my mum about it n i feel like crying again when i wrote this blog... now i wished my bf is here with me n able to comfort me.. sob.. sob... there is nothing i could do... absolutely nothing... i just want a shoulder to lie on... n tell me its ok its just money... haiz...
Hidayah I never get the chance to thank u for being my fyp partner... i think without u i will do very badly... honestly i think ur a genius... sometimes feel very small beside u... u so clever la.. hehehehe... thanks for pushing me to do the best that i could... enjoy my fyp with u n ravi.. we always gang up to bully ravi eh.. hehehehe... thats the fun of it.. heheh.. but ravi didnt mind it at alll... hehehehe... i gonna see u in ntu soon.. Lectures Thanks to the lectures who have done a great job in moulding n nurturing me to be an independant graduant.. hehehe.. independent meh? i really appreaciate the knowledge that they had pass it on to me that enables me to go further in my studies.. which in turn makes my parents proud... im so glad to be graduated from sp... 
i owe my frens alot alot of entrees... so here it goes... graduation day makes my heart beat... hmm not sure wheather im sad or im glad... i think its a mixed feelings... three years in sp had taught me many things and make many frens... frens that i will cherish as long as i could... this is where i meet my current bf too.. so this place of study do hold a significant memory to me... to my dearest frens... congrats for graduating... i will miss u guys as my learning days in sp is filled with all those fond memories of u guys... eventhough it is short.. 2/3 years getting to noe u guys really make me a better person... hehehehe... every single one of u had changed me bit by bit.. making me more understand how the real world is... although i didnt get to take class pics with u guys i hope we will always keep in touch... hmmm... writing this blog gets me emotional... maybe moving on is a hard thing.. haiz.. 
Sisters
3 yrs is consider short but its long enough for us to get to noe each other... we had gone thru so much in the last three yrs we have been together... hmmm... at one point of time... i feel that my world just revolves ard you... hehehehe... and i treasure this relationship eventhough there is always minor disagreements... hmmm... however im fortunate to find an amazing friendship out of this... i hope.. no matter wat we happen or wat we do next we will always be frens... hopefully we can meet up once in a while... i love u guys... 
Shaliz
Ur the first guy bestie i had... u helped me alot... stick n stay by me thru my hard times... i really appreaciate it... i really hope u find the happiness u have been looking for... n i wish the happiness is all urs... ur a great guy shaliz... but ur just to shy.. hahahahha... hmmm.. i hope our friendship doesnt ends at poly.. i hope we will stay in touch till we get married... hehehehe... i hope u get married first so i can tell ur bride to be how lucky she is.. heheheheh... 
Yanti
Eventhough i get to noe u during our second yr but our friendship only start to kick off at during the second semester... n im glad i did... didnt know that ur easy to be close to... heheheh... kalau tahu dari dulu lagi i want to be in ur list of frens.... hehehehe... coz i lack of frens la... heheheh... seriously... i am glad u r there coz during the second sem feels kinda of odd since roz is not in the class... will be all alone with no groups to hang out.. i learnt alot of thing from u... sometimes i wonder when u say u didnt study for test yet u manage to pass with flying colours.. tell me ur secret leh.. hahahah... i hope our friendship will stand still... n its honestly fun talking to u... hehehe... 
