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Im not good in curbing my anger... I will let off my anger to anyone ard me... haiz... Im so sorry my fren.. Im so pissed off at somebody that i let my anger get the best of me... haiz... Honestly if i can run away i will run away... Away from ppl who doesnt appreciate me.. haiz...
I am SO PISSED !!!!!!!! All i want to do is cry my hearts out....
I woke up early in the morning to run in and out of the toilet.. Haiz.. It is so painful and annoying to went in and out of the toilet early in th emorning.. I dont feel like going to sch in this condition.. hahahaha.. Maybe i should make it an excuse.. But than again.. Think about wat im going to miss in sch.. hahahaha.. Im sort of in a dilemma.. Go to sch and go thru the hassle or not go to sch and miss my class.. haiz.. I m also fasting today.. Since i need to pay back the non-fasting days.. There is no chance of me to eat pocai.. hahahah.. Maybe that can lessen my pain and my frequency of going to the toilet.. hahahaha.. Well.. Im already up and get ready to sch.. Might as well I just go rite... haiz.. Thats it than..
Start the day feeling kinda empty... Maklum lah org impt dah takde... hahahhha... Then it was very draggy for me to go to sch.. hahhaah.. I had to treat myself to a bbq pau and chicken pau.. hahaha.. I manage to catch the bus even though i went to the shop.. But the bus was pack la.. I hate it man.. It is packed with 3 different types of uniform groups.. Police, army and civil defence.. Haiz i dont like to stand in a packed bus la.. Maybe i should go our from the house early... Then at boon lay mrt interchange as usual 179 bus queue is so long.. Haiz.. I had to go thru the same routine everyday.. And I really hate it.. Especially for 8.30am class.. I will be late one even if im at the interchange at 8am.. haiz.. And something happen today.. The bus 179 I took broke down after 2 bus-stop from the interchange.. I really felt that today is a bad day for me to go to sch.. I even have the thoughts of skipping the morning class to make me feel better.. haahaha.. But i still went for the class eventhough i was 30 mins late.. Its my latest timing.. I hope I wont be late the next time.. hahahaha... After that the day was as usual.. Boring.. hahahaha... But my spirits are lifted up after receiving a msg.. from that somebody... Wohooo.. hahahaha
I will be lonely these few days...Wihout a companion to spend precious time with...I promise to enjoyed myself when ur gone...I hope u will be back safely from ur trip... I will be waiting for ur arrival... Ur presence will be missed...I hope u miss me too...
Calm Peaceful SoothingStimulatingIt happen so fast that none is expecting it... Me too was caught off guard...But Im glad it happened... Coz it brings in a whole lot of new meaning...Something I searched for so long...
Beautiful day, Beautiful night, Beautiful scenary, Beautiful companion & all that adds up to beautiful things... You have make me feel complete...And all those beautiful memories will be kept tightly...May everything turns out well...
Im in sch and i dunno wat to do.. My class starts at 1.30pm and here I am at 11.30 already in sch.. haiz.. I dunno wat to do.. My mind is spinning... I had lots of question but there is no answers to my question.. To ask is like killing myself in silence.. haiz.. I just wish to run away.. Run away from the problem im facing with.. Honestly my emotion is not so stable rite now.. Im experiencing something ive experienced every now and then for the past few years.. I had to go thru it yet again.. I took every ounces of strength left in me.. I noe im gonna hurt somebody soon.. ANd i would like to apologies before hand.. Im really sorry... :(
It seems that my life is so busy.. But i guess other ppl life is much more busy then mine... Honestly rasa terkilan tu ade la.. How i want to go out with my fellow frens... But because of individual hectic schedule I just drop the matter.. I wanted to go out wif my frens like the old days.. haiz.. Everything is changing... I called a fren.. But she/he doesnt picks it up.. So its a missed called.. I was hoping for her/him to call me back.. But that does not happen.. Tell u the truth my heart is like shattering to pieces already.. I think the person forget about me already.. I am just another aquantaince.. Not some close frens.. Hahaha... I will just let it b.. Coz I noe 1 day if that person really needs me he/she will contact me gaian.. haiz...
I would like to spend more time wif my frens.. But ended up spending more time with my new fren alone.. Hmmmm.. I had to go for lecture at 9.30 in the morning and the lecture ended 3 hours later... The lecture sucks because i had to understand the whole chapter of maths in 3 hours.. It was super duper crazy... When the lecture ends.. It feels like a big burden was lifted up from my brain.. hahahha.. Den I met my mum n grandma for my lunch.. These days i like to eat yong tau fu.. hahahaha.. Im not a soupy person.. But really like it recently.. hahahaha.. After finishing up my lunch, I had to rush to city hall to meet a fren... I promise to accompany him go take pics of the fireworks... But before the fireworks he had to teman me go to Omar's birthday.. hehehehe... I gave omar an handmade card and a watch.. The watch is nice though.. hahahh.. Spend 2 hours at the bbq pits and I didnt have my dinner yet.. haha.. So went back to suntec to catch the fireworks.. And by that time my stomach had started to make noise.. hahahaha.. Honestly the fireworks was superb.. Thank god i was there... hahahah... Regardless of the crowd... When the fireworks exhibition had ended, i was totally out of mood.. Pasal aku lapar la.. hahahaha.. We went to bugis to had our 'supper'.. I cant finish my 'supper' though... Pasal kan dah hilang selera.. hahaha.. Lapar tapi hilang selera mcm mane tu.. hahaha.. weird... Ended up not finishing my food.. hahhaha.. I then decided to go to pasir ris to sleep at my aunt's chalet.. But since im scared that there is no bus... I had to follow my fren home in tampines to get his car before driving me there.. He send me to the chalet.. But he wanted to show me something.. A haunted house at pasir ris.. hahaha.. tak tahu betul ke tak.. hahaha.. I reached the chalet quite late la.. And everybody is curious on this fren of mine.. hahaha... To my fren.. Thanks for the enjoyful day out... Im really sorry to drag u to attend the bbq at east coast.. And had made u drive me to pasir ris... Sometimes I honestly like to noe wats in ur mind.. But I respect ur decision to keep it a secret.. Everytime i go out with u, u make me realised that there is always a good reason for wats happening in my life.. Thanks for being my fren .. hahahahah... You too will noe my secrets one day when i know urs.. hahahaha
Do u believe in fate? I do.. Fate is something that has been design for us humans way before we are born... It was all in the hands of the creator... Sometimes fate can be playing on us... For example... I had this paricular fren.. I just get to noe him for like a few months.. I knew him thru my mother and he was a collegue of mine when i was working part-time... At work we didnt talk that must.. All we just do is acknowledge each other existance.. hahaha... Den something happen.. My mother had arrange my meeting with him... I had to pass something to him.. That was where our friendship starts to bloom.. We got to noe each other better.. And alot of coincidence starts to pops out.. It goes all the way to eight years ago.. Eventhough i said it cant be him.. He insisted that he was there.. hahahaha.. So to cut it short... We are fated to be frens.. from 8 yrs ago... hahaha.. If not we wont be meeting n being frens now.. hahaha
Im so so happy.. I passed my QET.. wohoo... hehehehehe.. So im exempted in taking english proficiecy test.. hehehehehe.. Im so excited la.. Dunno y but i think my english is fairly ok.. hahahaha.. So im having a small celebration.. wohooo..
Photographers....Ferris Wheel
Super Nice Fireworks
Amiran's grill
I went out with a fren on national day to catch the fireworks.. I didnt ask him out but my mum did on my behalf.. hahahaha.. It was funny how our friendship blooms.. but i will skip that part.. I will only tell u the details of the events itself... hahahahaha.. Met him ard 4pm.. I was on time but he was super early.. hehehehe.. its just like him to be early.. Maybe he will feel embarrassed if i come first.. haahaha.. Not gentlemen gitu.. hahahaha... The mrt station were packed with ppl.. So we decided to meet at the entrance of the Raffles City link.. hhehehehe... After meeting him.. We walk towards the padang to see wat was happening as there were lots of ppl queueing up... We stay there for a moment n we move to the esplanade.. haiz.. There were human traffic congestion... hahahaha.. Im scared I will be lost.. So i did hold on to his bag.. Tapi that didnt help either.. We got seperated.. But he waited for me at the end of the line.. hehehehehe.. So sweet of him.. Since my mother have entrusted him to take care of me.. He has to take care of me.. hahaha.. Mcm real gitu.. So we are figuring out where is the best place to catch the ndp or the fireworks.. Actually we did.. We went all the way to shears bridge... And we got the glimpse of the parade itself.. Most importantly we got the chance to take nice pictures.. hahahaha.. He taught me how to take pics like pro.. hahahaha.. I think im begining to like photography.. heheheehe.. But all that freedom was snatched when the police came n ask us all to leave the bridge... hahaha.. So we have to go and find another spot to watch the fireworks.. hehehe... And fortunately we found our spot.. hehehehe.. Its at the spiral staircase.. n we took beautiful pictures of the fireworks... After the fireworks ends.. We move on to suntec coz he wants to buy silicon beads for his camera.. hahahaha....After that we had our dinner.. At bugis... Amiran's Grill... The shop was super damn nice la... It was so romantic.. hehehehe..Too bad I go with him kan.. hahahaha.. We had a nice dinner and take lots n lots of pictures and all round laughter.. hahahaha.. I had a great day with him.. Thanks for making my day... I will post the pics when he send it to me ya.. so wait and see the pics..
My immune system is down.. Yesterday Ive got running nose.. ANd now.. My stomach hurts n I got sore throat.. I wished to see the fireworks at esplanade but chicken out... hahahha.. Coz Im scared I need the toilet urgently.. hahhahaha.. I feel so weak.. haiz.. It may be due to my stressful life.. I need to entangle everything before proceed with my life.. I miss him so much.. If only i can take my mind out of him... haiz..
