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I thought that last Mon will be the last day im going to do relief... but to my suprise i was called up just now.. hahaha... honestly i was abit reluctant to work.. coz i slept late the day before.. n i dont noe wat to wear to work.. hahahaha... so i decline when they called me at first but eventually accept it as there is no more relief.. hahaha..i guess its just my luck... n lady luck is shining on me.. hahahaha... (mcm real aje...) hahaha.... btw... like it or not im more n more attached to my sch... hahaha.. so see how it goes... toodles...
Had my first job as a 'Teacher"... It was hilarious for me.. hahahaha.. first class is 5A... haiz... wat i had in mind of them.. hmmm... 5A is known to be a 'naughty' class.. the most mischevious class... but to my suprise they are not up to the standard of 5A during my batch.. hahahaha... quite quiet... and listen to wat i say.. wat suprises me is that they still remember me as an ex student of Jurong Sec... hahahaha... i was given to relief 1A, 2-2 and 2A also... the most cutiest and noisiest class is sec 1A.. hahahahaha.. just like the small kids.. hahahah... the most unfavourable class is for u to noe n me to find out... i just dont like bitchy ppl.. hahahaha... but its ok.. ive gone thru that phase before.. hahahaha... the job wasnt tiring but vexing with the students behaviour.. i met my old teachers... i receives lots of advices from them.... i hope it will be useful to me someday.. three cheers for ain.. three cheers for ain.. ho0ray....
~patience is a bliss~
Ive read this in one of my frens testimonial:
"Life is to0 short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forgot about the one's who dont. Believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get the chance take it. If it changes your life, than let it. Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised it'd be worth it..."
I totally agree to wat was written.. hehehehe... i should also adopt this kinda of mentality.. orite...
Yesterday im suppose to go to sentosa with my mak ciks.. hahahaha... but we cancel the plan coz there are too many banglas.. hahahaha.. there i told u already.. tu la tak nak dgr cakap kan.. hahahaha.. in the end.. after much frustration den i gave an idea.. y not we go to labrador park? hahahaha.... then there is where we had our picnic.. nvr that we cant get to swim.. but the scenary there was superb.. hahahha... there is a jetty also.. but my condition prevents me frm getting there.. but we had a jungle trail to the bunkers... we say the tunnel of labrador... hahahah.. its creepy i can say.. but other than that its just like bukit timah nature reserve... hahaha... it was nice that my bf is willing to come with me... hahahaha.. sometimes i got this tingling feeling of jealousy.. coz everyone is so concern of him.. so sad.. hahahahaha... back to the story.. we get back before night falls.. n slept in the bus ride home... very tired n very painful but i like the whole company... i hope there will be this day again.. hehehehehe..
~spending time with my family makes me a very fortunate person.. n i dont want to trade it with anything in the world...~
today im suppose to go to the pulau ubin with my brothers... but back it out coz i have a tingling feeling of uneasiness.... somehow the weather seems unpromising.. its like it is going to rain any time soon... haiz.. half of me wants to go but half of me doesnt.... so in the end i decided not too.... hmmm... somehow i miss ubin.. the last time i went there is 3 to 4 years ago... i can still rememeber the old kampong house n the nature of that island... but the thing is it is eerie... honestly... eerie.... like there are still souls lingering in the house that is already abandon... since i choose not to go i should harp on in rite... hahahaha... ok den.. chaos...
~nature is near my heart~
hmmm... i got this call... i dont think i want to pick it.. wat happen between us left a bad scar on my life... if turn back time again i dont think i want to even aknowledge to have known u... im so stupid.. i am so naive.. but wat happens had taught me well... haiz.. all i wish now is u leave me alone.. i noe u got lots on "gfs" but just leave me alone orite.. i had enough of ur bull shitting.. n im hurt.. deeply hurt.. so take care n hope we nvr meet again...
~there are times i have to admit that im stipid.. yar literally stupid.. but this stupidity had taught me a valuable lesson...~
Tadi dengar radio.. the OSHOW bersama Fizah O... Topic nari pasal lelaki bebual "WORLD"... hahahaha... I got experience this thingy before so i msg her la.. n i was satisfied that she read out the msg... hahahaha.. puas hati aku... so here is the msg i sent... "Saya ade kwn die kate die kaya, ada 2 umah, bunglow lagi.. ada motor besar.. tapi haprak pun takde.. boleh pinjam duit saya tak bayar balik lagi..." and u noe wat the dj said... " ehehe.. teruk nye..." hahahaha.. nak aje aku sebutkan name.. biar padan la muka die.. tak tahu malu.. pinjam duit perempuan tak nak bayar balik.. bluek.. biar ar.. kau bawak hutang kau sampai mati.. hahahahaahaha.. (did i sound so cruel?)... who cares!
~wat happens to u i dont want to noe.. just leave me alone... n stop cantacting me...~
It has been a long time since i blogged... Been busy with exams... thats the piority rite? I studied hard for this exams but did not know how it will fair... hmmm.. first three papers did farirly ok... whereas the last paper sucks seh... hahaha... is that how they treat us and a way to say goodbye... hahaha... for goodness sake we are leaving n it was the hardest paper... wats done is done.. cannot be undone rite.. just hope that the results were moderated fairly.. hmmm... now that exams is finally over.. its semi-official that ive graduate.. but not fully official because ive yet to walk on that stage n take my diploma... hehehehe... waiting for that day in wearing that 'graduation gown' without the 'hat' hahahaha....
I had applied for admission to university.. it has always been my dream to be the first to wear it other that my other cousin.. hmm i wonder who will be wearing it first... hahahaha... (belum confirm masuk nak berangan pakai tu 'topi'...)but there is nothing wrg about dreaming rite.. its a matter of time weather i get it or not.. i had applied for both ntu n nus.. hopefully i got the course that i want... i will be devastated n dissapointed if i didnt get to enter university... haiz... all i can do now is pray if luck is rite beside me...
in a mean while, i had applied for relief teaching in Jurong sec... i dont noe how it goes coz nobody is gonna believe me that im old enough to relief this sec kids.. hahahaha.... actually i was called up yesterday to relief n it happen to be the release of the o level results... so i turn it down.. coz im not fully prepared yet... n i havent got my sleep after going thru hell for the exams.. hahahaha... but hopefully there is teachers absent this coming week coz im looking forward to shop... hahaha... i want to buy lots of stuff... hahaha... n gain some 'experience' too.. hehehehe.. i miss the aunty's cooking at my old sch canteen.. n i miss my teachers who obviously had done a great job of shaping me... i owe it to them... hmm.. im getting all emotional here... hehehe... now i believe everything that happens has its own reason...
on the last day of my paper, my sisters n i celebrate roz birthday... hmm... it was actually funny when roz cried coz bib says that we are doing something adventurous... hehehehe.... it wasnt that adventourous actually.. it was just a ski thigy at east coast... n so we decided to cancel the event... n we catch a movie 'adrift'.... stupid show.. never use their brain.. hahahaha.... maybe the movie thigy will stick with us coz been doing it twice this yr.. my birthday n roz birthday... so i wonder if this will continue or hafiz birthday that is coming soon... hmm... after the movie we catch our dinner at the east coast food centre where we eat seafood.. but we didnt get a quiet meal though coz roz n bib quarrel regarding the cockles.. haiz... typical of them... but everything ends well... now that we had graduated, i wonder if there will be any more birthday celebration... coz by then everybody will be busy with work n stuff... i wonder wat will i be busy with? hmmm.. studies/work/bgr? i wonder.. hahahahaha...
today i celebrated my boyfriend birthday.. brough him a pair of shoes.. which is the same design as mine but just different colour...but the present was given in advance.. hahahaha... n today i brought him to kranji n bought us b.k breakfast n his birthday cake... hmm.. i think i forget to sing him his birthday song so here it goes....
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to Fadhuli Iylia
Happy Birthday to You.
yeah... we ate our breakfast with the nice scenary of the lake.. with the rustling noise of the leaves and the cold wind hitting our face lightly with the chhirpping of the birds... that were the moments that im trying to captured.. hahahaha... im sorry darling if this wasnt the best.. i didnt have the time to plan it properly.. all i wish is that i will be the one who celebrate ur birthday with you.. hehehehe...den we proceed to Orchard Rd for ayam penyek... haha.. coz he is craving for it... n that was the first time he ever ate a 'belacan'.. hahaha.. nice kan.. there i told u so.. hahahaha.. n i love to tease him to smell my fingers which obviously smell of 'belacan' and he hates it.. hahahahaha.... i guess every great thing has to end.. n we parted n went home.. hehehehe...
~i wish that all my wishes comes true.. n those wishes of my frens too... so take care n hopefully our path cross agian my frens of 3B/05... its nice knowing all of you~
