honestly i felt that having crushes is not a big deal even if i already had a boyfriend...its not like im cheating on him...it is just that something are not in our control..feelings comes and go without u knowing it...i had a quarrel with my boyfriend because of this...i just want to tell him so that there will be no secrets between us...but he take too seriously...i regret teol him coz it really upsets hi..and this is wat i dont like...bcoz of a small matter my boyfriend is truelly hurt...haiz..partly im to blame for telling him but the feeling is not mine to blame...i am just human that makes mistakes...n sometimes some things are not within my control..i hope u undersatnd b...im not cheating on u...it just a feeling...the person doesnt hv to know wat im feeling but its all up to u...honestly i dont want to lose you...u are my everything....
-nurain-
today i feels like i wakes up at the wrong side of the bed... for the past six weeks i had been waking up early in the morning n get ready to go for work but today i was up to go to school...im not really excited to go back but there is still some unitentional reasons...hahaha..(only i knew the secret)...got to know new lecturers n new modules... haiz... i wish i was still working in caltex... i miss u so much caltex !!!!!....
im losing patience everytime i have to wait for people that i know he/she will be late everytime we had a meeting... if once or twice if late i dont mind but when it was done repeatedly i really cant stand it...haiz... sorry is just a word not with sincerity... if it was sincere, it would not be happening again... it is true that msg saying i was late but that does not meant i would be 15-20 mins late... i just dont understand how u could not have gone out ur house at 2.30 since we will be meeting at 3? that really makes up my mind not to stay on as i know u will not reach at 3 but even later than that...I HATE WAITING!!!!!!! argh... its not that i dont want to hang around with u guys but certain thing u guys did is just out of my character... i am not the person to say it out straight to ur face but i will just run away..keeping all to myself...n its killing me...
:: juliet ::
six weeks of itp is a living heaven... how fast the time flies... i wish it wasnt over... i wanted to stay there with good collegues and boss... i will miss doing the routine tests... meet and greet people from other departments and climbing up the tanks.... that was the most memoriable thing in my mind but not forgeting the others... it was like a successful thing to climb up the tank n the reward is the magnificant view of the reserviour, hdb estates and most importantly the seas....somehow i really like the view n its like im on top of the world... itp is an eye opener to me... to many kind of stuff... n i hope i always remember it... goodbye Caltex... hope to be in ur family one day...
-juliet-
it has been raining cats n dogs...n what i really hate is when there is thunder and lighting...i really wonder y must it rains whenever it is time to go home? haiz...as what my collegue says 'it cant be helped'..its all gods will but luckily its last week that i go to sentosa...it started to drizzle when we are about to go home...this weekend i spent with my sisters... while i was writing this blog of mine i was at hafiz house...i dont know what the outscome is n we wait n see...
its been week i did not see them...maybe im just running away or im really busy with some stuff...hahahaha.... i duno y but im getting sensitive n sensitive... haiz... im having this roller coaster ride of emotions... when i happy im truely happy but when im sad i can cry for the whle day...haiz...but all goes well n i hope it will end well....
-adios-
::juliet::i feel the sudden rush of anger...its like the end of the straw for me...i was dead tired at work coz never ending samples...den i was supposed to meet a fren...so that we colud go to this mls camp...but he bubbled me...i dont think i mention that i was not coming...i even says meet u at 6pm...n guess wat...he slepts while i was rushing to meet him...haiz...the last straw is when my lappy is not receiving any internet connections...that is when i just feel that my tears is just going to drops...n who evers try to talk to me will get the bits of my anger...im sorry to my darling who always be th evictim when im pissed...coz he is the one who always talk to me wat...hahahaha...but now im cooling at a fast rate...hahaha...so dont worry...
diS SUndAy Is THe BeSt DAy Of My LIfe...
I HaD nEvER rEgRetTeD goInG ouT WiTH u GUYs..
SeNtOsA wAS THe PLaCe THaT wItNeSs tHe FuN aNd lAuGhTeR wE hAd...
nEvER HaD tHiS mUcH fuN...
KaLAu EvEry wEeK nAk KeLuAr Pun i DoNt MiNd....
i dOnT miNd SacRiFiCiNg THe tiMe SpEnD fOr U GuyS..
hAhAhAhA...
i trY to UPLoAD thE pHoToS aSaP YaR...
But U haVe TO waIT till THe WeeKeNd As My LaPToP iS At WoRk...
HaHa...
sO soRRY yAR...
bTw ThE chairLiFt Was gReAt fuN...
lAgI dgN aIn CutE...
SaMpAi BaCA2...
mCm TAhU aJe Nak....
hAhA...
bUt SOmEdAy I wiLL bRiNg My DEaREst DarLiNg To GO wIth Me...
