honestly i felt that having crushes is not a big deal even if i already had a boyfriend...its not like im cheating on him...it is just that something are not in our control..feelings comes and go without u knowing it...i had a quarrel with my boyfriend because of this...i just want to tell him so that there will be no secrets between us...but he take too seriously...i regret teol him coz it really upsets hi..and this is wat i dont like...bcoz of a small matter my boyfriend is truelly hurt...haiz..partly im to blame for telling him but the feeling is not mine to blame...i am just human that makes mistakes...n sometimes some things are not within my control..i hope u undersatnd b...im not cheating on u...it just a feeling...the person doesnt hv to know wat im feeling but its all up to u...honestly i dont want to lose you...u are my everything....
-nurain-