i really dunno wats happening to me...i cant have a good night slepp for all i know for the past few days...im at loss of the sailing of my boyfriend and now im at the loss onmy friend's condition....i kept picturing the two faces at one time and another...the thing is something happened yesterday n ive been thinking bout it every now and then...i relly saw that the msg i had received is from my boyfriend but when i wanted to read it again,it was not there...i just remember this line 'im sorry, when u need me im not always there...'...issit really a msg or im just imagining it...its only two days after he left me and now im having illusions about him..whatever it is,i pray that he will be alright where ever he is....just come back soon yar...i miss u alotz!!!!
-nurain-