Tuesday, August 29, 2006
10:47 PM
Done fyp calibration but still we meet with a dead end... a little bit frustrated coz alot of time is put in this calibration... finish it b4 2pm... den went to buona vista swimming complex where ain works to have a swim.. it was a way to de-stress... honestly... there is so many things in my mind... but i just cant bring it up.... i want to share it with ppl.. but my mouth just dont want to let it out.. i may look like nothing really happen in my life... n that im strong to face everything that is thrown on my face.... i tried to be strong but deep down.. i just want to get lose... get it out of my shell... share it will ppl so that my burden is lessen.... im in need of my bf.. i miss him so much.. i cant live without him.. ppls say there are more negative stuff coming from a relationship but to me relationship has more positive effects.... during exams.. i need my bf so that i can study and excel...coz he used to give me courage n strength that i needed to face the papers... i think my recent exams im going to pass it no doubt but just barely pass... i dont hv the motivation i needed... if only ppl knew wat he means to me... i love u FADHULI IYLIA.... pls come back to me ya....~if only it was so easy... forgiven n forgotten but still y the barriers~