Saturday, August 12, 2006
12:51 AM
Im tired but i cant sleep... nah.. the best word is i choose not to sleep.. wondering y? coz there is too many things in my head... the maon ones are regarding the ones i love... truely.... im worried that if go to sleep i would miss his calls.... wat if i sleep like a log... what if i miss his calls and he is desperate to talk to me like im desprate to talk to him... haiz... then there are my frens.... i had a real bad situation with him... for me i guess... he is totally cluless about it... cant blame him also... he has always been so blur about gals or i can say women.. hehehehehe... what women thinks is a headache to the mens i can say... coz we women are unpredictables... most of the time we are not being ourselves to those who is close to us... they should know better... but the real question is wat do i want? and y those feelings (not the lovey dovey, mushy2 feelings ar) appear out of no where... no where meh? i dunno la... its really driving me nuts... goodness gracious me... if i were in him position wat will i think? wat will he do? hmmmm.... am i rite in avoiding him just bcoz i of these feelings? or should i just be honest with him n wait for his ans...? but wat will he thinks of me? hopefully not to the extent that i like him ar... pls.. i already got a bf.,... whahahahaha...~time is ticking but there is still no ans from him...~