Wednesday, September 13, 2006
10:00 PM
I felt relieve but still anxious... i just want to hv that food binge.... but luckily i do not hv any tibits at home or else i will be fatty ain... hahahahaha... if only anyone knew wat i feel n wat i have to go thru... obviously they will be blaming on me... i cannot deny that its my fault but its all due to situation... i guess its all predetermined... im just a human i make mistakes n tons of mistakes im talking about... i beg for forgiveness to those ppl i have hurt... the one that i stole their hearts.. haiz...~i wished to shout but my voice is stuck in my throat... i wish to cry but my eyes is dry... i want to let it all out but there is no one to talk too... my world is so dark.. can anyone shine me some light?????~