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i was having my sahur when he msg me.. it took me sometime before replying back the msg...half of me just want to keep mum but the other is jumpin to reply to his msg...i tot i want to settle the problem between us.. even if we separate, at least we separate in good ways... haiz... den when i was in sch(ntu)... doing my fyp he msg again.. he wanted to meet... coz i accidentally has his earpiece n he has mine... its fine with me... n he ask me if i could accompany accompany him for a while as he is stressed n faced with problem... honestly i wished to give a fren a support but i refrained myself frm replying in the msg.. i just say giv eme time to think... i was suppose to meet him at starbucks at cityhall... ard 2.45pm... i reached there ard 2.15pm.. i know i was early n as i waited for him i read my book... its 2.45pm.. his presence is yet to be seen... tried calling him.. tried msging him.. but to no response... i was fasting n i am very tired... but its ok.. for a fren sake... one hour has past but still no presence of him... den he called saying that he need to send keys to his sis at loyang... n was on the way meeting me... den i say ok i will wait for u.. n pls come asap... tired of sitting down n read my novel, i wanted to take a stroll at raffles city link... while taking that stoll... he msg me asking me to meet him at bedok coz something crop up at home... he is like taking my patience slowly... ok fine i went down to bedok to give him his stuff since im da one who make to mistake in the first place... upon reaching bedok i called him but he never pick up n my hp batt is going to be dead... he wants me to find him at bedok interchange where i obviously i dunno where issit... haiz.. he ask me to wait 5mins at the control station... by then i had wasted 2 hours of my time waiting for him... he came.. like 20mins after...i guess he says sorry but i refused to talk to him as im scared i might just shout at him... after swapping the stuff.. he didnt say anything else except pat on my shoulder.. do u know wat i feel... i waited 2 hours just to get that... as i was facing my back on him n was walking towards the entrance of mrt, i cried.. yes i cried.. i felt that he does not appreciate me as a fren but take advantage my kindness.. i felt so angry that i cried.. n i was lost at that time...at the platform i was so lost that i took the wrg train.. im suppose to take train to boon lay but i took the train to pasir ris... i only realised that im in the wrg train when the train stops at tampines n it was too late by then as the door is closing... i wanted to cry my heart out.. but too ashamed to do that.. my hp was dead n i got no one to let go what i feel in side... i hate u.. it doesnt have to end like this... y cant we be frens.. is making us enemy the only way out? its so painful... i noe u feel the same way too.. if only wat i saw frm u is real... u r special.. but y must u give me that hope n snatch it back frm me... pain is all that is left with me... n i hope u regretted the decision u make one day....
~ love without pain is nothing but the pain is unbearable~
