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Sunday, September 03, 2006
12:33 AM

its 12.22am... im very tired but there is someone on my mind... he is my pillar of strength he is my everything... i just remembered all the memories n had with him... n maybe the future we are going thru... we had come a long way in our relationshp... this is different kinda of feelings we had compared with our past relationships... there are many hurdles that we had to leap b4 standing at this point now... n the most complex situation is when we are buidling this relationship... back then, there were many party that are involve in oyr relationships... both our ex(s), frens n third party... since it was the start, we doesnt have a good foundation.... our new relationship is badly affected n almost collapse at that time.... but there is something about each other that we cant let go off... n we ended up reconcile... n until now we havent had a big fight since we already feel the lost of our love once.. making us not taking for granted the relationship wat we hv now... im contented to have him (FADHULI IYLIA) as my bf... he has changed a lot for me n i dunno if i got change for the better for him... he had stop smoking bcoz i was allergic to cigarette smoke... n he has been less spend thrif when he was with me.. i love him lots.. n im missing him badly.... i need him but his away... n i hope patience is always with me... so i will not give up on my better half...