Saturday, September 16, 2006
1:01 PM
Why is it hard for me to stick to my own decision...!!! the person i have to hate is myself.... why has this have to happen to me again and again.. gosh i hate it... all that i felt is pain... as if im inflicting the pain on myself... haiz... my only solution is HIM... but he doesnt not want to talk to me... he was so F@#* tup angry with me that he is keeping quiet... n his silence is my only making the pain worse... i could jolly well kept that secret but i choose to tell... i just doesnt want myself to be consumed by guilt one day.... n will be harder for the both of us... haiz... i tak tahu nak buat mcm mane lagi... if u love me just come back to me... ~i've done everything that i've could to prevent this thing from happening.. trust me for this last time... but i cant stop ppl from loving me more... just dont leave me....~