Friday, October 20, 2006
11:37 PM
I should hv follow my heart when it says i should call u... but i pray that the bad feeling i have is just a false alarm... i dont wish anything to happen to u... hmmm... i guess now i am regreting my decision for not doing it so.... i dunno where i get the sudden urge to call u... maybe god had given me that courage to ease my worries.. but then again.. the news ive got really saddens me... im really sorry to what had happen to u gradma... i wish i could be by ur side giving u encouragement n maybe be ur companion... i felt so bad... for not being there for u... im not sure y im crying but i hope u will share ur pain or sorrows with me... i really hope for it to happen... but all this will have to depend on u...~i hope u are ok... just call me if u need me coz im not sure if u would entertain me if i had called u~