Tuesday, November 21, 2006
10:36 PM
i should be studying but end up having this stupid talk.. den there goes my happiness.. haiz.... we had a tiff... goodness... about wat about the future that we are not certain off... haiz... i feel like shit.. honestly... feels like.. all my time will be spend on waiting... haiz... n he tells me that im saying all this like there is no hope... haiz... im a gal... at one point of time... i either think of settling down or not at all... haiz... n sometimes in life.. there are things that are way beyond our reach... its not that i dun want to think positively but... how many percent in life... u will get wat u want? honestly im scared... yes i want u.. in any ways.. but then again... life is so unpredictable.. if u think 7 yrs is not long before we are officially together then u got so thinking to do...~im just pissed off...~