Saturday, January 06, 2007
12:10 AM
hmm... to me turning twenty is a big thing.. now i cannot thing just about myself but others to... hmm.. maybe im not aware or im closing an eye... be ignorant of wat happening all around me.... where should i start... i dunno if im reading too much into it... i had a fren.. we are close but not that close... we have known each other for a long time.. since p5... but i stumble upon something that keeps me wonder... hmmm... maybe its just merely showing of our friendship... so i ask my mum... ain: ibu rasa die sukakan ain tak?ibu: ahah.. kau aje tak nampak.. tapi die pandai sembuyikan...ain: betul ke ni? ................somehow... i felt that there is something fishy going on but i just thinks nothing of it at that time.. hmmm..netherless... im not going to break that long friendship even if he has feelings for me... bluek... i dont need to worry about this now coz he havent told me upfront.. so pray hard that he never will.. hehehehe....~i used to be an ugly duckling but now im a swan...~