Saturday, March 24, 2007
1:28 AM
Hmm.... Its 1 in the morning... n i cant get to sleep thinking of how my bf is.. hmmm.. kinda of miss him la.. really.. hahahah... den something struck me... erm... how do i start this without getting anyone of misunderstanding it.. hahaha.... its funny how life is... at one moment u want others to move on n be happy when ur already happy with ur loved ones.... n at another moment.. how u envy other people happiness that u became so jealous.... hmmm.... i went thru it a few times... but i kept asking myself why should i feel jealous when wats past is past and i already found th ehappiness of my life... do anyone else feels the same way too or its just me.... i do have that jealousy but im still in the right frame of mind ya... i noe wat is right and wrong... so... dont worry i will not persue the people of the past even if im jealous... hahahaha... phew... lega sikit hati ini.. hahahah.... btw... got a weird dream... but i hope it does not happen coz its gonna be wickedly terrible... hahahahahHmmm.... it seems that there are many things for me to say on this faithful night... hahahaha.... I've read a book.. it was nice and entertaining... but the lesson learnt was even better... hahahah... its hard to accept when ur fren or somebody close gets hitch with ur ex's.... i noe coz i've gone thru it... i can feels wat the character in the book feels... but i ask myself... issit right to get angry over these things.... things that are in the past? hmmm... now that i think of it its not worth it to be angry, jealous or even irritated about the past... there are many other ppl out there that maybe the one for u... there is no point harping on the past right... that my philosophy n im gonna stick with it... hahahaha... yeah..