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I just heard a bad news.. i just broke down hearing that news.. i noe im the cause of it... im so sorry b.. because of calling me ur bill is unexpectedly expensive... i wish i could help him pay some of his bill.. within my means... but ur parents wont agree to it.. haiz.. im so sorry... my bf is on his way to shanghai frm panama... i hope he doesnt get a big scolding frm his parents... i feel so bad... i wish i could comfort him... haiz... ayg if ur reading this... im sorry if all those calls had put u into the hop soup... i just wish that u nvr had brought ur handphone along wif u...
Honestly i hated my past... to be exact... the people who r in my past... gosh... now when i look back at it... it gives me the creepy feeling... i hope somebody can erase the memories of the past... i cant believe it i had lots of ex-boyfriends... there is nothing to be proud off... at that time i think its for real.. but now i think its all puppy love... i cant imagine that i was so cruel to break they hearts... but life has to go on rite.. sometimes i do question myself... doesnt it hurts when i broke their hearts? so y keep coming back... haiz.. i have to answer to my bf is these ppl appears.. most of the time he is angry at them.. haiz...
Hmmm.. today is a new day for me... new day to flaunt my new hair cut.. hehehehe... many ppl prefers me with long hair... but i dont give it a damn coz i dare to be different... yeah... but i think i did well considering i make ppl turn looking at me.. hahaha.. perasaan but its true u see... hahahaha... dah lama tak kena kacau sekali sekala kena ok jugak.. hehehehe... tapi its obvious...im not interested... its just for fun and laughter... hehehehehe... i think i look younger with the new hair cut.. hehehe.. so three cheers for ain... three cheers for ain.. yeah...
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.• touch her hair.• write her letters.• kiss her forehead.• give her the world.• let her wear your clothes.
• get her mad, then kiss her.• tell her she looks beautiful
• leave her cute text notes.• just walk around with her.• let her mess with your hair• forgive her for her mistakes.• kiss her in the pouring rain.• let her know she`s important.• let her fall asleep in your arms.• kiss her in front of your friends.• tickle her even when she says stop.
• when she`s sad, hang out with her
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• look at her like she`s the only girlyou see.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.• stay up all night with her when she`s sick.
• let her take all the photos she wants of you• hold her hand when you`re around your friends.• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.• and when you tell her, love her like you`ve never loved someone before. it may not wat other gals own but it is wat i wants.. hahahaha
Im going to MISS those i love...
Sometimes i feel sorry for myself... actually i hate myself to the core... always creating problems of my own.. im making my personal life sucks thru my own action... i believe that i will feel better if i voice out my opinion to the people that matters... without even considering the consequences... haiz... wat matters is im still aware wat im doing it just that im not aware the impact it will bring.. since ive already told the person wat i felt i just pray for the better... hmmm... all this emotions give me the headaches... i hate it to the core... i want my bf....... haiz....
another picture of the photo taking... my elder sister and me...
Went to a studio called serangoon broadway... the place where i took my grduation attire... my family and i have taken our family photo in the studio for the first time.. hehehehe... did my make-up and i look wonderful.. hahaha.. perasaan seh.. but its true... i look nice... wahahaha.... will upload more pics soon.. hehhehe... the studio pics will be uploaded soon.. as soon as i got the photos frm the shop.. hehehehe... love it..
Syukur alhamdullilah dapat masuk ke dalam kedua2 university... NTU and NUS... tapi skrg dalam dilemma... mane satu sepatutnya saya pilih... NUS degree without honours and NTU with honours but NUS is ranked first in s'pore education.. dilemma.. dilemma... haiz... somebody help me...
Yesterday was fun... thanks galfrens for making my day so wonderful.. hehehehe... after a tiring day of working... meeting my frens is the only thing that can heal all tiredness... first met ain n went shopping and ate our lunch... ain bought herself two jeans... i would like to buy some stuff but nothing nice that caught my eyes... after enough shopping we then met dayana... n we decided to chill out at starbucks... it was nice of us to meet each other... hehehehe... we used to meet and talk about sch.. but now when all are working... we do talk about work but mostly we talk about our dear boyfriends... hahahha.. that is so common between us now... hehehehehe... and all those talking make me realised how fortunate i am to have my boyfriend... he is so dear to me that i usually take him for granted... i like to take advantage of his love for me.. to my dear bf... im very sorry to u.. i should have treated u better b.. n i hope u forgive me.. i hope i can mend my ways... i love darling.. muacks... hehehehe...
Hmmm... todar is not a good day but its not that bad either... my bf called from panama but i cant talk coz im working.. den my nenek and adek sakit... my best-friend is facing a heavy problem... n my fren was admitted to hospital coz of accident.. haiz... although everybody is well and alive... i still feel bad that i cant attent to my bf... cant send my gradma go doc... cant help my best-friend out of her prob n i had to see my friend in that state... haiz... but i learnt a valuable lesson though... i use to think that its convenient to ask a fren with bike to give me a ride home.. but looking at my friend i was lucky that nothing happen to me while riding his bike... then it struck me... who would be responsible of me if anything happens to me... who would want me if my face is disfigured... haiz.. all that questions flooded thru my mind... i made my decision not to take a ride from anybody except those who can be responsible if anything happens to me like my father.. wahahaahaha....
Hmmm.... i feel kinda pissed off.. my sister and i used to share clothes.. eventhough i dont like her wear mine... occasionally i will wear hers.. hahahah.. but thats not the point... during those days her size even though is big is not that big... but now her size was twice as mine... so any shirt that she wore that is mine just stretch 2 times bigger my size... am i suppose to be happy with it? hmm.. NOT!!!! i just bought new 'clothes'... i never think that anyone at home can fit it since im the only one with a small body... than it happened again... she wore it like nobody business.. haiz... y can she buys her own stuff... coz she is imposing on me... i guess i have to buy new one now.. n i have to keep it away frm her... gosh i dont like it.. haiz... i wish she marry fast n go leave with the husband.. hahahhaha...
Looking at my graduation robe which i just take on wednesday makes me so proud.. as a student as well as a daughter... i am the first child in the family to wear the robe... and i hope my brothers will follow suit... hmmm.. even though its just a diploma... wearing the robe gives me a sense of satisfaction and also confidence... i hope my parents and grandparents will be proud of me... i had already voice out to my mum that i wished to take a studio pic of me wearing the robe.. n its a wish came true... as the place wear i took the robe offers a studio taking pictures... n my dad has decided to have a family picture.... the family picture will than be framed on the dining room wall.. i wonder wat will happen.. hahahaha... that was y i was still up... hahahaha... i hope i can make it to university so that i will take another family picture but this time round with mortarboard on my head... issnt that cool... hehehehe.. im looking forward to it...
