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Didnt enjoy myself today at the mosque... i thought i would be busy helping out instead i just eat n help a while before resting at the back of the stall... saw an old fren too... although we didnt talk that much.. we understand everything well... hmmm... something lingers in my mind everytime i look at him... like there is a sense of tranquality that is in him... eventhough he is my old flame... it doesnt matter to me now... now im truely smitten with kang ji hwan.. hahahaha... i couldnt care less of other ppl except my bf n him... hahah...
Sometimes its hard to please everybody.... even with nice n sincere words can be harsh to those are in anger... i do understand... but me myself had some limits too... its not once ive been hurt by this... just that i dont want to make matter worse... if u noe me truely i will tell u truthfully n not beat ard the bush... i noe im not good for a listening ear... but i honestly did my best....
Perhaps Love (Sarang Een Gah Yo) ~I don’t know when it all started
When my head became dizzy with thoughts of you
These thoughts would often pop up in my mind
I feel anxious as my heart expands towards you~It’s nothing.. it’s just a little thing
Your words are awkward to me~Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We’ve finally met.. finally found love~If I wanted to show you how I feel
The only way would be for you to become me~I’m already inside of you
Just like you’re inside of me~
To each other [to each other]
We may already be too accustomed~
Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We’ve finally met.. finally found love~When I think about it [when I think about it]
I realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled
I’ll try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings
I’ll be with you, I’ll only give you fond memories
Please don’t ever leave me again
Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy
Please stay by me~~I already love you so much [you’re the only one]
I can still remember the time i get to noe my bf... get to noe him thru another fren.. thought he was as young as my fren but fortunately he is my age just that im older by 1 mth.. hahahah.. i used to feel so proud having him by my side the whole academic yr.. coz he is wearing his dns uniform... n look so smart.. im mesmerized by him.. maybe that is y i like to stick to him like a glue... haha... it was sweet... n very memorIable... but things had a sudden turn when he goes sailing.. n it gets worst after he was back.. we often quarrel with each other... all those sweet n comforting words just vanished.. like it never happens.. it was all due to my unreasoanable behaviour... deep down i keep a vengence on a guy.. something that i keep deep down me... dont noe that all that quarreling was because of me... my ignorance has done a crack in my relationship... now that my bf is gone back to sailing.. im having this remorseful feeling... i honestly miss him.. looking at him make all those good memories keep flooding back.. how i miss it so much... haiz.. i should have appreciate him when he was here.. not treat him like other guys did... so b.. im really sorry ya.. i miss u like im gonna die tmr... muacks...
Still cant sleep.. feeling frustrating and vexing.. wished to talk to somebody before i pent up my emotions... but who to talk to... with sudden mood changes and stuff... im scared i will offend ppl who do matters to me... so wat other best way to do is just keep quiet and keep all inside me... haiz.. its my 1yr 10mths anniversary... long way but too bad cant celebrate with the one and only fadhuli iylia.. hahahaha... i miss him... i will give up everything in the world for him to be back... but i dont think that can help rite.. haiz...
Hmm.. suddenly felt so empty.. maybe because im jobless that is y im feeling this way.. haiz.. nothing to occupy my life... i used to be very busy and i dont need to think a thing but suddenly my life has change.. i really need my bf.. at least i dont lack that companionship... hmm.. kadang2 nak harapkan kwn pun susah eh.. everybody has their own busy schedule.. so maybe i might just end up going anywhere and everywhere myself.. maybe thats something i need to learnt to do.. even though im used to but i just dont like it.. who does.. hahahaha.. kalau nak ajak kwn lelaki nanti ape org kate eh.. haiz.. ini la nasib ku.. hahaha
