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Having some insecurity im my relationship... After 6 months away from him... My feelings towards him is questionable... Its not that i dont love him but having being far from him for a long period of time makes my feelings numb... During his absence i would just forget that i miss him... Just to make me feel more comfortable and not worry about him to much... With time this is feeling just dissappear from my heart.. Its like I can live with or without him... N now i am worried that my feeling toward him is completely lost.. I kept thinking... My frens who had a partner will have a thought of getting married with their patner in the near future.. But me.... Im still not sure that i will marry my bf someday... To me I need to be practical... There is a long way ahead of me & I will be meeting alot of other ppl... If I choose to fix my 'soulmate'/'husband' would i be fair to my real soulmate... haiz... I do believe that Im destined to be with someone but im not sure if that someone is my current bf... haiz... I very confused as well as fustrated.. I wished that someone could show me the path i could take... Its already vexing enough that im hurting myself... I dont want to hurt my bf..
