Loooking at past pictures makes me kinda of sad... haiz.. How i wish i was back in sec school days... During sec sch days as a kid i was happy... Im contented with just frens and family... Now that im older... All that does not satisfy me to the fullest.. I just wondering wat was lacking in my life... haiz... Back then i go thru sch life very smooth n fun.. But now sch life is so tough... Its like im forcing myself to be the best that i could... And now i had to deal with relationships and friendship... I noe im not lack of frens... Just that I think im expecting to much from my frens... haiz... I used to hang ard with my frens back in sch days.. Now that im not schooling n most of my frens are working it feels that my world suddenly became so bored... No more fun and laughter we used to had.. I need to grow up...I need to be more matured... And get my thinking straight... But im struggling all my way there.. What should i do...? Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......