Felt much better now.. Thanks to my own therapy.. Hahaha.. Like real... But I do la feel better... Sometimes I reconsider my options.. Dunno y but I just want to make sure I did the right thing.. Make the right the decision to me and the ppl ard me... Honestly I usually get carried away with my emotions.. And its really affecting ppl ard me.. If im able to make the sole choice I would rather be alone and do not cause harm to the ppl I love.. :(