Honestly I dont feel good at all... Tried to sleep to forget all my problem but to no avail.. So here i am blogging to let out wat is in my heart... I kept thinking of wat happen today.. I didnt expect to turn out this way.. If i knew I wouldnt have open my mouth and tell the whole story.. If not all this wont happen.. Why do i feel like arrows piercing thru my heart.. The pain in unbearable.. No matter how hard i tried to let it go.. The more I think about it... My life is as screwed up as my studies... Thought running away was easy.. But no it doesnt.. I takes a whole lot of strength just not thinking about it.. N its killing me.. I think i just need to pop some pills to lessen my headache and make me drowsy enough to let me go to sleep... haiz..