Life has never been easy for me... Always get hurt by the people I trust most... Sometimes I wonder why i have to go through such ordeal... Im neither strong enough nor that weak... But I do feel pain.. Unbearable pain... Im not embarassed to cry coz thats the only way for me to get over stuff... I do not regret choosing the path I took... Neither Im happy for it.. If it happens to stop this way... I rela ianya terjadi...