Is being 21 makes me a confused gal? or Having two different personality? I think i am.. being 21 itself is a responsibility... responsible to my parents frens studies and a special person.. the start of 2008 is quite hectic for me... hmmm.. everthing is just in a whirl.. I dont know how to straighten out my thought neither i am able to tell ppl about it.. Coz i noe wat i should do(rationally) but i tend to do things irrationally.. And when that starts to happen i will be confused... So i dunno how should i go doing it.. Usually i would just be irrational before being rational(thats when my guilty conscience starts to kick in).. And i would apologies to the ppl i had offended.. I know ive been doing this all along but i think its time for me to wake up and make amends to it.. But if i do, it will be so drastic... And its going to affect my loved ones... All i want to say is that im sorry in advance if wat im going to do may hurt u...