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suddenly feel kinda sad.. i noe the reason why just that im not good with my words... rather than me hurting other ppl i rather keep it quiet... i think this blog is only the place where i pour my sadness in... haiz... sometimes i wish that im not so soft.. so that im not so easily hurt by ppl actions.. even though it is as tiny as pea... my emotions will be haywire already... and honestly i dont noe how to control it.. keeping it inside will only hurt me further... haiz.. and its hurting now...
"Happiness is not by chance, but by choice. Jim Rohn"got this msg early this morning.. and my thoughts were why not? all this while i thought that my happiness was partly based on chance. but i didnt think about the choices can also incluence my happiness... to me wat i was going thru is predestined.. so no matter how i do it i will still get the same result.. but there is one thing i forgot to take into considerations that is, my choice will determines wat ever the outcome.. thinking back im happy making some choices that i made.. i think i did the rite thing.. but there are some choice that i made makes me wonder if there is a better choice.. haiz.. when will i grow up to be an emotionally stable person.. to be continued...
3 months full i didnt update my blog... due to the existence of another blog.. but this blog hold alot of memories for me.. started reading my older post and i wonder wat is going thru my head when im writing this.. like i cant recall wats going on.. with whom i when thru it also.. all i noe this blog has it ups and down.. it is the witness of my break-ups and my finding of new love.. and now im truely happy with wat ive got.. just that i dont want to be too comfortable coz i will be an ungrateful being.. hahahah.. ppl say every good story have an ending.. in my case i dont want it to be like that.. now i got my frens back, have a partner in crime.. and have the support of my family.. im really contented with wat i have.. and dont want to ask for more... coz it will only make me a greedy person.. hahaha.. one year ago i was in a state of confusion and emotions running high and low.. now i think im more focus and emotions still running but not so high nor so low.. hahahah.. its well balance with good and bad stress... thanks to those ppl that make it happen.. especially ajushi's help...
