3 months full i didnt update my blog... due to the existence of another blog.. but this blog hold alot of memories for me.. started reading my older post and i wonder wat is going thru my head when im writing this.. like i cant recall wats going on.. with whom i when thru it also.. all i noe this blog has it ups and down.. it is the witness of my break-ups and my finding of new love.. and now im truely happy with wat ive got.. just that i dont want to be too comfortable coz i will be an ungrateful being.. hahahah.. ppl say every good story have an ending.. in my case i dont want it to be like that.. now i got my frens back, have a partner in crime.. and have the support of my family.. im really contented with wat i have.. and dont want to ask for more... coz it will only make me a greedy person.. hahaha.. one year ago i was in a state of confusion and emotions running high and low.. now i think im more focus and emotions still running but not so high nor so low.. hahahah.. its well balance with good and bad stress... thanks to those ppl that make it happen.. especially ajushi's help...